So it is with every child of God who decides to walk away from The Lord’s will. It may begin when you miss a few church services or stop praying like you should. Maybe the Bible isn’t read as often as it ought to be.
Eventually you will feel miserable out of fellowship because the peace of God and the sense of His presence is missing. I’ve been there.
Proverbs 13:15 Good understanding giveth favour: but the way of transgressors is hard.
Thank God for grace. He will receive you with tender mercies when you come back, confessing your sin and renewing your commitment to Him.