Believers sometimes get confused in serving the Lord. Some are on fire one day and cold as a hammer the next. The Apostle Paul describes this dilemma.
Romans 7:14-15 For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.
Every day we are engaged in battle with the flesh and the devil. He wants to devour all the good in our life and our testimony, Thank God, there’s victory in Jesus for those who look to Him for help.
Galatians 5:16-17 This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh. For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
Is your life stable? Are you constantly growing closer to the Lord or is it filled with one step forward and two steps back? Seek the Lord to help you to walk in the Spirit.